A Solitary Reaper

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

WHEN LOVE KILLS LOVE....

Love and compassion are the basic fundamental needs of mankind. With love follows trust, belief, honesty and loyalty. It’s the compassion and the fraternity that binds the mankind together. It’s amazing how love can change our lives; make us mingle in the strangest harmony we can expect of. It’s the purest of all emotions and the closest to our heart. A few moment in love can make your heart skip a beat or make your pulse rising. Love makes life the sweetest to live for. Some say love is filling one’s soul with the beauties of the night, by the shimmering moonbeams on a lily pond when the fragrant lilies are in full bloom. To others love is more than fanciful dreams it’s a manner of life. All we know love comes in our lives with its blithest hues. We tend to put all our trust and belief on one person we love the most. But if every happiness has a sorrow, every joy has a pain; every fanciful love has a tearful ending. It’s real harsh to know how life at times can be really cruel. The brutality of live is not getting beaten up but lying undead and uncared for and when you know the one person whom you love and care the most stabs right at your back. Love can be fanciful and joyous but the trauma of a broken heart can be more torturous than the worst perils of the world. In our dreams where the wheels of imagination are left to our hands we keep knitting the Penelope’s net and drench ourselves in mad intoxication. Little we realize that someday if those dreams get crushed how painful it will feel. It’s hard to dream and it’s harder to see our dreams getting blown away in the thin air like rock debris blown away by the cruel sand in a rocky desert. What hurts the most is the fear of betrayal, which can make us dead from inside. It’s hard to digest that the person whom we love the most makes us the most miserable! When we feel tormented by a besetting sun, when love comes to us like a thunder lashing in full blast hitting us like a quiver full of sharp arrows flooding our manicured home , we look back haywire in search of a companion who can hold us, protect us from the incessant lashing. But what if then we realize that there is only us weathering the storm! That’s when the biggest question arises. What were the desolation, the pain, and the torture for? And at times we feel embarrassed to admit that it was for someone who broke our heart, who crushed our dreams, who mouthed all the false promises..!!
This is the time we realize that love can be brutal and can be a devastating pain. It’s a torture to witness someone being rude, non-caring, non-affectionate, arrogant and making caustic comments. Knowing that how easily people change and people forget it’s hard at times to say love is the sweetest of all emotions, rather it’s the antithesis- it’s the painful of all. I have learnt one thing in my 23 years of life. Never love anyone madly or give yourself completely to anyone coz the only thing in life which is permanent is “change”! There are people in this world that even if you surrender yourself the return you get is long lectures, sarcastic statements, and selfish expressions. Love and care has no value in life any more. It’s all a give and take world. What you give is never what you get in return. All people are bothered about their own self, their own needs, their own desires. When they have them fulfilled they know how to walk out. The world is full with such selfish people and I say people like that don’t deserve to be loved”. But even though I say a list of long sentences there’s still a soul inside me incapable of being cut, which is proof against fire, impervious to water, and undriable as well. The soul is eternal, omnipresent, immoval, constant and everlasting...

As P.B Shelly says : “ love for a man is his life,
For a woman , it’s her whole existence”

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