The who's who of human crap!!

Friends, an integral part of our life without whom our existence practically
seizes. Who do we call a best friend? Someone who can reflect our
thoughts,say them before we actually translate them into words, someone
who shares our 'inner i' , Someone who looks through us? Sometime in
life when we meet a companion our heart mingles with the joy and we feel
we have got a great friend. but in practise how many of our "so called
great friends" do actually know us?probably none. The fundamental
theory of solitude is to gather as many companionship as we can to hide
our inner sorrows and express ourselves as someone we want to be, not
someone we already are. In our everyday struggle of life we act like the
"social hypocrites" that we are, so what happens to the real persona
inside? With so many faces, and characters and so many emotions
enveloping our mere existence it becomes difficult at times to recognise
ourselves. I have had my shares of trials and tribulations and in every
stage of life i have found that very special hand to pull me through my
depths of despair to my heights of glory. More than a friend, more than a
companion, more than anything put together in petty words there is the
one who reflects my 'inner i'. Not every people are fortunate enough to
discover that realm of human spirit where we are allowed to hover around
without our social mask, pretend to be no one but ourselves. Life like a
mighty tidal wave keeps coming in it's glorious shades, sweeping us off
our feet and then probably at the new cross roads of life we realise a new
dawn. A beginning of a new belief , beginning of new people, new
existence and new rules of survival. So what happens to the old thoughts
and belongings? Do they get washed off along with the tide? For some
they do , for others they leave an impression on the sands of time in
golden letters. People come and people go everyday but there are some
who are irreplacable. How can you probably live without that person who
is actually everything that you are??how can you seperate yourself from
yourself? So even if the tidal waves sweep away the shores all i have is
my belief, all i have is my faith. Because in my heart i know no matter what
i do i can never leave myself alone...